The Baby and The Ghost

My boyfriend called me at 3am, honestly I haven't slept but too lazy to pick up. You know, lately he often does that, but I guess he just wanna see my boobs after finishing his porn. I mean, what will those guys do at 3am unless they can't sleep and watch porn? Yea sometimes he watched football and was being so sad because his favorite club didn't win, but he wouldn't call me for that reason.

On the next day, he came to me, his eyes were so tired like he never slept for weeks. I was shocked. "Baby, are you okay?" I asked him carefully.

"There was a ghost under my bed" he said, frightening.

"A ghost?" I just raised my eyebrows, but then I put my hand softly on his cheek "Would you mind telling me, baby? Was it a dream?"

"I am pretty sure it was not a dream" his body began trembled. "It was trying to kill me"

"Ssst baby, come here" I hug him and stroke his hair. "It just a dream you know, no one was trying to kill you"

"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry Hanna" then he just left in hurry, I think he was trying to cover up his tears.

I feel guilty then, ah I should have picked his call last night. Aw this little baby, he was so spoiled and easy to cry, that's why I love him. He is so cute and delightful.

You know, he seems so fragile and I'd like to protect him.

Do you know why human like babies? It's not because they're adorable, there are babies which are actually ugly, just be honest. But there always human who loved them, and say: aaww.

Yea because God creates a weird feeling on human to feel more superior rather than other weaker creature, like babies. Or mosquitos.

Well, bad sample. I won't say aaww to mosquitos. Anyway, I'm just saying, we will feel more dominant among weaker creatures. It's our choice to love them, and protect them. Or destroy them.

Don't judge me, judge Hitler.

This night, again I got a call from my boyfriend. And again, it was 3am for God sake!

But maybe he was crying on his bed now. Aaww, my lil baby, does the ghost pulling your feet?

But before I picked the phone, the ring was stopped.

Hmm, should I go there to check him? His house was not too far from my place.

So, I go to his house to give him a little surprise.

His room has a big window, well I never try to enter from his window but maybe this time I can try.

Oh, I can imagine his funny face when he saw me! He must be terrified. I can't help giggling.

So I knocked his window.

Once, twice.

Oh, wait. I see three feets?? No, four!

I knocked harder "Baby!!" I screamed "Are you cheating on me!!"

He also screams, and he gets up from his bed. Yes, I see that blonde girl, Gina, his ex-girlfriend. That bitch is stealing my boyfriend!

"Baby, open this window! Now!!" I'm super angry now, I continue to knock louder.

"No, don't open the window" said Gina cold.

"What did you say bitch?! Why are you there with my baby?!" I couldn't be more angry, I don't care if I break this window, I’m assembling all my powers to knock "Baby open this fucking window!"

My boyfriend grabs Gina's hand and leave his room in hurry. He was so terrified, and I can't hold my anger.

"Come back you both!" But after that, the other feeling comes.

I'm feeling so sad. My baby was cheating on me. Then, I cry and don't have any energy to continue to be angry. So I go home, I'd rather sleep, so I can think clearly tomorrow and break him up.

Before the sun even raise, my boyfriend and Gina come to me, bringing flowers.

Do you think I was that cheap??

"Hanna," he talked to me softly, I almost cannot hear him "I was wrong, I know it was my fault"

"I don't wanna see this bitch, if you want to talk to me, it should be only both of us" I said without looking on his face.

"Gina told me, that I should talk to you directly so you can understand" he gulped before he continues "I think you don't realize that you have been dead already"

I turn my head on him slowly.

Then, I smile.

"Yes, I know I've been dead, you moron. Do you think I don't realize where do I sleep every night? It was a freaking graveyard!"

"And I also think, you don't remember the reason why you dead" he continues.

"Oh ask to yourself! You're the one who put my phone on my coffin and called me at 3am, so tell me know who is the one who forget I've been dead"

My baby started to cry again, he cannot cover his fear, and his skinny body trembled while saying "The ghost under my bed, I thought it was you. But it was so dark, and smell bad, and I think..”

“It was just a nightmare, it comes because you’re feeling guilty” Gina continues “Hanna never bother you until you called her, you wake the dead”

“Well, I cannot let my baby crying alone”

“I’m so sorry Hanna, I’m so sorry I always ignore you in the class. And, and.. I should have saved you when I saw the truck come to you, I got 3 or 5 second to run to you and..." he cries even louder "I'm so sorry Hanna, I didn't do it, because I was afraid"

"I know baby, I know. Everyone in that place can save me by the way. But no one even screamed at me or warned me, but well, that happened so fast. I never blame anyone"

"But Hanna, do you remember what did you do until you didn't see a truck coming to you? You're in goddamn street, but you stopped and do that, do you remember what did you do?" His tone suddenly went cold.

This time, I can't answer. Well, I know the answer. But I just can't say it.

"You were.. taking my picture" his body started shaking when he finished that sentence "Do you think that I didn't know what you did on your blog? You got all my pictures, even you got a clear picture of me naked when I was changing my clothes in my room! How can you get it you pervert stalker! You even called me baby and acted like my girlfriend! And guess what happen, even when you're dead now, you're still stalking on me?"

I let him continue crying.

I mean, everybody loves you. It wasn’t my fault serving the public needs. Besides, you’re a lovable baby who really caught my heart.

"So, you're getting back together with Gina?" I asked.

"No" Gina answered. She stared at me, directly to my eyes. I was shocked "What? Do you think you're the one who can play?" Gina smirked at me.

"Gina, is she here?" asked my baby frightening.

"Yea, of course. She spent all her energy to flying to your room last night, she can't go anywhere"

Gina then grope her pocket and find some kind of, I don't know, stone?

The next thing she does totally crazy, she pinches me! Yes, not only talking to me, she can actually pinch me! Whoa great job you bitch!

And she does some kind of weird gesture to that stone, and I just laugh.

"Gina, please, who do you think you are? You think you're so great because you can see me. No! You cannot do anything to me. I didn't hurt any human, so you can't make me vanish or anything"

She's not answering, she still did those kinds of weird things and started to utter some mantra.

I laugh harder "That's why my baby was breaking up with you, you're weirdo. I'm a better girl that suit him. Aaww, my little baby seems to be frightened so much, let me hug you and pour this love so you won't be lonely"

"Yes, we both weirdos Hanna. You stalked him till death, and I worship the devil. But it doesn't matter right? You're right, I cannot hurt you, but I can do something else you won't like" Gina gave that stone to my baby "He was in pain, he felt guilty upon your death, he may be weak, but he got something good that makes me want to help him”

Something strange happen.

"Gina, where's my baby? Did he leave? Why he didn't say good bye?"

"He's here, Hanna" said Gina calmly "I made you cannot see him anymore"

As I widen my eyes, I cannot see anyone unless Gina with her wicked smiled on her ugly face.

"You're kidding right? You cannot do that!" shout me angrily

"Hanna, its over" Gina put the flowers in my gravestone "Let's go home, she cannot bother you anymore" Then she left.

"Nooo! Noo, Gina please! Babyy don't leave!"

She headed home, and I cannot see my baby anymore.

This was my first time being so weak after my death, I'm no longer the winner. I thought my life will be easier after I died, no one can see me, and I can do anything I wanted.

Fuck you bitch, Gina! I lost my only reason staying in this world. Maybe I should go by now?

Ah wait, look what I found, Gina!

You left your fucking wallet!

Aaww, look at this little boy, is he your brother?

He is so cute and delightful :)