New address

Hey, I have changed my address
I feel uncomfortable using my name, I don't want anyone read this silly blog
But I really need some place to write and become myself
I have wordpress with the same address, I also have some other diaries but I forgot the password
This one is my only one escape-route from my actual life


This afternoon I just downloaded Hitwe, you know, the dating site app
Ah it is embarrassing to let you know that I am that lonely
The concept is similar with Tinder, we can love it or simply forget it
Different with Tinder, Hitwe didn't force you to login with facebook
So, I have my fake name but still using my original photo

I got around 130 guys chat me, like my photo or simply say hi only in one hour
Holyshit
Am I that pretty or they just like every girl photo they found?
Finally I found my self esteem
I got 5 years relationship with a guy who never praise me
Yes, he is cute but he hurts me more than making me smile instead
He never do any violence thing, never call me a bad thing, he is a good-mannered guy
But he did not appreciate me, he hung up my phone, he broke his promise

I really think we should break up
I believe I can find someone who appreciate more than him
Maybe I got too many pimples on my face, but 130 guys like me even if I do
It must be sound stupid but using this silly app makes me realize how valuable I am
I deserve someone better

Thank you Hitwe founder
For those lonely wolves out there, wish your dick find a warm place to be put on
Fck off