Dark Outside, Dark Inside

Here I am looking outside my window, it is dark outside

It also dark inside here

It is not about love anymore

But if said it about darkness, it will be horrible -_-

So I can say it is about loneliness

I just feeling bored to all the things on my life

I have no passion

Dammit

Waking up every morning, turning off my alarm, praying, playing my zombie, having my breakfast, going to bath, studying, coaching until midnight, sleeping, waking up.....

Damn I need refreshing

In my past, watching movie is a kind of refreshing but now I watch it everyday and it's kinda boring

I also have to washing and ironing my clothes

When I took it into laundry, one of my jersey was lost, fvck....

Aah I need my man...

What a pathetic life, depending on someone who almost forgetting you

Busy with his own bussiness and dammit I miss him

How can I falling in love with someone whom I can't reach

Am I that blind ?

I mean, I just so desperate and he should be here to calm me down

I am tired, weary....

Damn